It's what I'm calling her 
You guys, she is my first.
I've never held a paintbrush with this intent before.

I've never dug down deep, visualizing something magical and attempting to allow the flow... the food gels I use to cover my weekly #challelujah are so carefree and non permanent  I mean they are eaten hours after creation.. This was a first for me.. And DAMN! it was scary. How weird is that? I've been pushing it off- years actually. It's always something I wanted to experience but couldn't bring myself to try. All the what ifs....what of I fail? And I cant do it? And my style is juvenile? What if the shading is muddy? And it just doesn't work....Recently I got that extra push.... a gentle nudge in the right direction ♡ So here she is: BRAIDED BLUE the first of many to come.